One point earned or two points lost?

One point earned or two points lost?

I have never seen our fanbase so divided over anything. Was it two important points lost against Liverpool, when we are in a title race against side that has been on the top from like last 5 years? Or was it a point gained at Anfield, where we haven’t won since 2012? We were competing against a team built by Klopp, regularly competing at the top.

It’s tough to decide, but lets talk about the positives first!

We went to Anfield, we dominated them in the first half and scored 2 against the likes of Virjil Van-Dijk. Klopp looked awestruck with our performance; we could have easily scored more, had Jesus managed to keep the ball down of Saka’s cross in 17th minute. Martinelli could have had a better pass in the end, and Saka would have scored. There was another Gabriel header that landed into Allison’s hand but he could have done better. Going to Anfield is never an easy job, not just for us. They have great home-record and if you consider the fact that Manchester City lost there, one points sounds as a good result.

Another positive was Ramsdale. What a business that was, I wasn’t happy with buying a Goal Keeper who was part of team that got relegated. I loved Bernd Leno and why shouldn’t I when he was our best player before his injuries and emergence of Emi Martinez. I wasn’t happy selling Leno for cheap and then spending 24m in cash for a goal keeper. I was proved wrong. Ramsdale is the reason we didn’t lose 4-2. He made some brilliant saves, he keeps the enthusiasm high and he can fu*king celebrate like TH14 whenever he wants. We need passion, he has it in abundance.

Another positive to take from the match was our front 3. Jesus is back and he is looking in his best shape. I doubt he will ever be a prolific 25-goals a season CF but he keeps defences busy. He creates chances, open up spaces for others and is very very good in tight spaces. He has another Brazilian on one side and Saka on the other. This front 3 will grow to be a Salah-Firmino-Mane in coming time and that time isn’t far away.

Negatives? A lot.

One point sounds like a win but if you consider the fact that were 2-0 up, and then blew it away, it’s not good enough. We are not a top 4 battle but fighting for the title and every point dropped is a loss. This loss brought us to just 6 points difference when City has a game in hand, a game against us at their home ground and a better goal difference. From ‘ours to lose’ to ‘theirs’s to lose’ now, just because we didn’t manage to keep our 2-0 lead.

We also ran out of gas in second half. Zinchenko had a bad game, Saka didn’t look like the one we are used to watching, and our midfield didn’t impose on the game. About 20mins before and after half time, Liverpool played in our half and we didn’t have any answer. They missed chances, Ramsdale had to make some brilliant saves, Salah don’t usually miss a penalty but he did, and none of this should have happened. If your best player on the pitch is your Goalkeeper, it ain’t good.

Arteta’s subs were dubious. Tierney should have replaced Zinchenko much earlier, there was no need to give Kiwior his league debut against Pool at Anfield for last 15min when all they will do is attack. Saliba was missed. Odegaard wasn’t having a great game and Trossard should have been brought in the game earlier in my opinion.


I run a poll and majority of the readers were happy with one points. We still have 6 points lead and even if City wins their game in hand, they won’t go on and win all of their remaining games. They have Champions League fixtures, and points will be dropped.

If you ask me, I wasn’t happy. This has sorted Pep’s life in Manchester. He don’t need to depend on our results & luck anymore, they can win all games and run away with trophy. What we need to do is, to improve our GD, we are 5 short of City and if we manage to make it better than them, we can lose at Etihad and still be crowned.

However, I don’t want to see it. I want us to beat them at their home. I want those 3 points. I’m sure Mikel and company has the same in mind.

Lets keep our hope, we will still make it.

62 Comments

  1. Marc

    Nice piece Ambarish.

    For me if you’d have offered me a draw before kickoff I would have bitten your hand off but was that the correct view? If we’re genuine title challengers who are in great form against opposition who have been piss poor all season bar the odd result shouldn’t we be more ambitious?

    Ultimately once 2 nil up and Liverpool looking lost we threw 2 points away through pure stupidity and Arteta’s typical negative substitutions.

  2. Ambarish K

    Exactly Mark. I doubt anyone’s not happy with one point but it’s the manner in which we lost our 2-0 lead has saddened us. We could have been 8 points clear had we played the second half like we did the first.

  3. Hoopah.

    Ambarish
    That is a superb piece today. Mature, balanced and dripping of Arsenal love.

    LONDON IS RED

  4. Ambarish K

    Thank you, Hoopah. Inspite of criticism, I still have my faith in our team. We just have to beat the oil money, the gods must be bored.

  5. The Real Vieira Lynn

    much like I expressed on an earlier thread, context matters…I had predicted that a tie was our best case scenario, but all bets were off once we performed so admirably in the first 40…frankly I find it astounding that you, Ambarish, didn’t make one mention of the clear-cut turning point moment provided by our brain fart-prone former captain, as not even the matchday commentators could avoid making note of the obvious connection…anyways, once we were in the lead and looking for more, it was imperative that we proved our titular worth by finding a way to leave Anfield with all 3 points

    the eagerness by some to accept 2nd best, even when new and vitally important information has emerged, speaks to just how far we still must go in order to change the culture at this longstanding settling club…keeping in mind, it’s not my fault that I was a tad pessimistic about our chances, considering the plethora of evidence that clearly supported the conclusions I had drawn, as it’s up to this franchise and it’s 3 dressed up as a 9 manager to flip that pessimistic script and Sunday’s fixture provided us with another opportunity to do so…instead the same old, same old reared it’s ugly head, due in large part to the gutless inklings of our tactically naive manager…after all, it’s not difficult to be aggressive in the 2nd half of matches when you’re behind and/or playing inferior competition, but if you want to create a winning culture and compete against the best Europe has to offer, you have to be able to crush necks when the match calls for it…as such, I would have replaced our Swiss miss with Trossard at the start of the second half and even though they might have potted a couple more, I believe that we would have done likewise, which would have seen us leaving the pitch with a well-earned 4-3 victory…Cheers

  6. Ambarish K

    Hi Marc,

    I left both Xhaka and Refereeing out of this on purpose. We can’t do anything with the officials, they have been f*cking us from God knows when now.

    Regarding Xhaka incident, if you provoke a player and crowd at Anfield, you should match the same with your performance. Our second half performance was not good enough, you can call it outright bad if you compare it with the first half. Though I do feel we and media have been trying to ignore the reality because Xhaka’s story sells better. Konate was fouling left and right, Jesus was being handled every now and then. Players do get frustrated. Plus Xhaka being Xhaka but others were sh*t too. If you have asked me, I would have gotten Trossard in place of Ode and not Xhaka, and that tells some story.

    We need the winning culture. We can’t let go one 2-0 lead at Anfield as one incident, because comes the next season, we would be playing in champions league against teams like Bayern, Madrid, Barca, Atletico, PSG, Dortmund and our owns. All games will be like a visit to Anfield. We can have a bad day, lose against Bournemouth but consistently losing against the likes of City and Liverpool when you know you have to play them in Champions league in coming season needs an upgrade in the inferior positions. Xhaka being one.

  7. Kroenkephobe

    Ambarish

    I think your writing goes from strength to strength. This piece is particularly good because it encourages debate. I was pleased to see your poll attracted over 50 votes. Are you able to ping something back to all of your ‘electorate’ encouraging them to come on here and offer their opinions. That could be a useful strategy for growing readership. Personally, I really love to hear from new people on here as well as the old stagers. We all have a different relationship with the club and come from varied backgrounds, but we’re evidently united in our Goonerdom. It kind of points to one of Tony’s points about making LiR a global forum reflecting the reach that this team has.

  8. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Ambarish-I take it you were responding to me, not Marc…if so, I get that Xhaka-based narratives inherently get more clicks, justified or otherwise, but in this particular case it would be disingenuous to completely omit his actions from any post-match summary…sometimes in the past he has been used as a scapegoat unfairly, at least regarding the level of his actual blameworthiness, but in this instance I would take a contratrian view, as not only did he wake the bear, he functionally pissed on it’s sleepy cubs, then did nothing in the remaining minutes to redeem himself…Cheers

  9. Ambarish K

    Thanks KP, Twitter users are tough for engagement but I do get some views from there. Building it slowly, some of their takes are just brilliant over there.

    Sorry TRVL, I mixed it. 😐

    Yes, we shouldn’t have woken up the Anfield crowd, specially after the Arteta’s dramatic scenes last time we visited them and lost. Though I think the other issues had more to do with our loss. Second half performance, Ode and Partey missing, Xhaka being Xhaka, poor management and subs, and couple of easy misses.

  10. Ambarish K

    Anyone watching City v Bayern?

  11. Ambarish K

    Grealish is just brilliant today.

  12. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Ambarish-earlier in the season I remarked that Grealish just might be the worst big money signing of Pep’s City tenure…since that time he’s improved measurably, even though his uptick in form appears to have negatively impacted Foden, who I still think has a bigger up-side…I think Grealish makes a bit more sense with Haaland, as he’s far more concerned with providing him with quality service than Phil, who cares infinitely more about his goalscoring stats

    before the latest draw I had Munich as the favourites, but since that time Munich made their greasy managerial maneuver and City found their best form of the season…even though I rate Tuchel, it would be a karmic wet dream if they were soundly defeated…not to mention, I’m all in favour of having City’s thoughts elsewhere, as we all know how thirsty Pep is for a CL title

  13. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Munich is in full-blown amateur hour mode…they look like Pool in the first 40 on Sunday LOL

  14. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Tony-if you’re anything like me you’ll still be sniffing around this site…if so, please reconsider your position as I’ve been a Norm-like regular on many an Arsenal forums, but this one has the most potential from both a cerebral and an eclectic knowledge-based perspective…of course, it definitely has room for improvement, but losing you certainly won’t help in that capacity…hopefully you will have a bit of a rethink and we’ll be shooting the shit, as per usual, in no time…Take care

  15. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Couple of interesting bits of news:

    (1) our match versus Chelsea, which was originally scheduled for April 26th, appears to have been moved to May 2nd…it’s a little fishy, as it’s been moved due to a “request” by Metro police, who for some reason wanted to have a rethink about a fixture they had already be given the go ahead to months earlier…now I know that matches have been rescheduled before for “safety” reasons, so that’s not incredibly fishy in and of itself, it’s the fact that Arsenal are “officially” suggesting that they’re “very disappointed” that really caught my attention…why would we be upset by not playing a 3rd match in a 9 day period, especially when the Chelsea fixture was originally slated to take place 3 days after our potentially year-defining trip to City…methinks someone within our offices might have reached out to police services in order to get a few days reprieve…of course, I could be wrong, but I very much doubt it after the chickenshit tactics I witnessed this past Sunday

    (2) for the first time I’m starting to read rumours surrounding the possibility that MA et al are seriously contemplating the notion of selling Balogun this off-season in order to raise funds…now this would seem to be incredibly short-sighted considering his form while on loan, as he’s potted 18 goals in 26 outings(plus 3 off the bench), a total only bettered by the likes of Mbappe and David…whom in their right mind would offload “one of the best young forwards in European football’s top five leagues”, especially considering that he fits our supposed age profile and our need for more goals from the Striker position

    if I had to hazard a guess, I’d say that the only reasons why this report has any validity are (1) the ridiculous Eddie deal, which complicates matters due to his unjustified wages and the lengthy term he was gifted; not to mention that Trossard is likewise on term and has been playing up top more recently, and (2) we all know that MA is a spiteful man, so there’s little doubt that he hasn’t forgotten how Balo, visa vie his agent, toyed with him before signing his most recent extension…of course, the reports suggest that Balo has no interest in re-upping, which could be the truth, but that would only matter if his deal was up next season, not in 2025, as is the case

    could these just be another couple of examples of how our PR-dependent organization utilizes the full breadth of their media “partners” so as to twist narratives as they see fit or, conversely, the latter “insider info” could just be an easter egg left by a thirsty media type looking to generate clicks, but surely they could have found far more thought-provoking fodder…I guess only time will tell

  16. Morning all – Ambarish this will help you understand me more, because for many it’s not easy.

    My spectrum dwelling often is extremely difficult to contain when communication is slow or indifferent.

    Since my days of foster homes and orphanages and then adoption I’ve been a survivor, which in turn turned me into mean powerhouse in making things happen. Music Industry, Corporate, Property Development and a Business Consultancy. In everything I did I was a ‘Rain Maker’ making companies and myself millions.

    When I decide to do something, it gets done. Period!

    As an example I walked into the biggest MC club’s bar in S A Asia knowing no-one, but within a week we were discussing making videos of rides that’s never been done before anywhere, where in the end I made 13 videos with the president and International president becoming very good friends. That’s who I am. Most people would have been ignored by the 60 or so bikers in the bar at the time. Few would have the balls to enter in the first place.

    The beatings in the orphanages taught me to conquer fear which others feel through one’s inward confidence and constant alertness. The eyes tell all.

    The funny thing was at the time I had no idea how to make videos; I was a very competent photographer, so how hard could it be? Fcking hard, so I enlisted the help of a Stanford professor to go one on one with me to learn Final Cut Pro. Furthermore, I contacted the owner of Colorfinale to get colour grading advice who pointed me to a colorist who helped me match up the 5 different cameras we used on the rides.

    Lastly, I found Thai cameraman and the Thai film industry’s top drone pilot I could work with and got seriously good results for a Run-n-Gun videography and the £20K of video equipment I bought for this hobby.

    We had a blast over 4 years in various countries in S A Asia.

    I did exactly the same in the music industry started carrying speakers cabs and ended up working with the top musicians a year or so later enjoying working around the world with crazy people as spectrumed up as I was.

    That’s who I am Ambarish; my drive and ambition knows no boundaries.

    I was the same with you and LIR and couldn’t help myself. I quickly assessed you were young and newly wed enjoying all that a happy union brings to your lives and building your business.

    Me? I’m soon to be 68 with a wife 20 years younger who’s a force to be reckoned with in business who also keeps me young, which in turn keeps me hungry for feeding my success junky needs.

    Sadly, you were in my sights and my ADHD said Yipeee let’s make LIR globally successful, as KP alluded to. I was gung ho full of ideas and happy to do all the work and send to you to put live. I didn’t care if you just put LIR or your name. I wanted to help you get results.

    It’s no fun waking up with no Gooners on LIR in my time zone, Ambarish, so the blog doesn’t work for me.

    Rather than do nothing I tried unsuccessfully to fire you up, but instead threw cold water on the glowing embers. Face to face it would have been much different being more lively and inspirational creating energy to drive forward.

    That’s the way life goes. I get LIR is your hobby and understand.

    Maybe you’ll be different once this season is over win or lose, I guarantee your passion will have increased because of the roller coaster emotions you’re going to feel and they will change you forever.

    TRVL, KP, Marc & Kilroy, Once we move to Europe, the time zone will work better for me. I’ve started looking at properties around the middle to the south of France with Junior last night. That’s going to keep me busy for the foreseeable future.

    I’ll keep an eye on the blog, as I do for the few LG’s posters I like.

    Unless I’m in my Audio Visual Room, I have to be engaged in something creative or worthwhile, such as my botanic genetics mixing or planning my next Room and writing studio.

    I wish you the best, Ambarish and I wouldn’t have written the above if I didn’t respect you.

    Today’s post is a big improvement, but omitting Xhaka’s & Arteta’s stupidity that lost us the game is where I have issues.

    Be strong in your writing, Ambarish. Tell it like it is and why you believe it to be so. You’ll feel all the more empowered if you do and for some of us it’s cathartic. Don’t fence sit you’ll end up with Piles. Ask Bob N19.

    Cheers

  17. Killroy-TM

    Read Tony’s comments last night and thought, give it some time before jumping in with my own personal opinion. Normally Tony and I see eye to eye but on his ideas in the previous post I do have a slightly different take.

    1. Foremost, if Arsenal win the title, how does that change anything in my real life? Nada, Zip, Naught, Niente!!!

    2. For me posting and reading the thoughts of others here is a pleasure, an entertainment and a distraction from real life stress. Just to spend some time to take a deep breath, refocus and live through another day.

    3. The reason I don’t want to post on LG is simple, you have to scroll through endless comments posted by village idiots, followed by lengthy posts of wishful dreaming and setting up next season’s Arsenal Fantasy Squad. Among LG’s pages for each post, but especially on game days and post match discussions you get the few and in between comments that are of interest, make sense and have a resemblance of reality.

    The time wasting of getting to those few eyeball worthy comments on LG, plus the blog police and total disregard for other persons opinions is not worthy of my time considering that daring to disagree gets you binned because Pedro only skims over the lines and doesn’t get the points that are being made. Life is too short to waste it on bad coffee, terrible wine and LG.

    4. Ambarish,LiR is your baby and you run it the way it fits into your real life schedule. Consider LiR as a place were friends shoot the breeze (Good American Expression) about Arsenal, football and exchange of ideas. Just to give you an idea why I am here. I live in the US in Maryland and there is no one that has any interest in the real football. The wife and I watched in my home theater on a 136″ screen the World Cups, Euros, CL and EPL matches by ourselves. So posting here for me is a way of sharing my joy and feelings about football with others that are on the same page.

    5. Finally, since I visit LiR from a PC with all kinds of ad blockers active, I don’t see any ads, however on my phone, forget it because the ads can be real annoying and I refrain visiting LiR from my mobile devices. Having experienced a similar situation with support of a forum for the best in audio and video media content, several of us donated regularly to keep the forum running now for over 15 years. It has become home to many. Maybe you want to consider something similar and I have no aversion to contributing to keeping the domain name and LiR alive.

    Appreciate your efforts and hopefully we get a few others that will either comment or write a piece for you to publish. Hopefully Almunia will do a piece after the season is over regardless of whether we won the title or not.

    Phir Milenge

  18. Kilroy all fair comments but we’ll have to agree to disagree regarding winning your first Title, because as a supporter it does set your expectations to continue winning.

    Conversely, losing a run in when we should have won from our long sat ascendency, as we did with 4th last season, where now once again we are conceding our position dropping points through Arteta’s persistence with Xhaka. When next in a similar position I feel previous fears will be compounded by the haunting memories of the last lost run in.

    Whereas a fierce run in after winning the season before heralds more experienced positive feelings during the course of the run in.

    Ask any Leicester fan what winning the title meant to them and how it’s still s big deal in their history.

    Winning or losing changes people, Kilroy in my experience. Maybe you’re one of the few exceptions.

  19. Killroy-TM

    Winning the title is an accomplishment that gives you a feelgood factor and I get it that it will provide years of discussion among friends plus fond memories. I do believe that Arsenal can pull off what Ranieri did for Leicester.

    However it will not change anything that is pressing in my life. It will not help with the bills, schedules, priority tasks, health, improve time spent with family members, it will do my soul a lot of good. Yet the day to day chores are still their on the schedule and agenda. Like Ambarish said for me it is more of a hobby and it can endanger the relationship of those who are nearest to us and don’t share the priority nor the enthusiasm about football.

    On this blog everyone is entitled to their opinion and we are what we think. Thank goodness the blog is poster police free and a glaring absence of village idiots with mind boggling rationals.

    Tony, if everyone would agree with everyone’s opinion where would the variety be and how would one improve and learn? Like the saying states “Keep your friends (same opinion) close, keep your enemies (disagreeing opinion) closer.

    All the best to you and your family as you have introduced them to us. Any chance you are watching Ted Lasso? Started watching it after season 3 started airing. A very funny cameo appearance by Ian Wright.

  20. Ambarish K

    Ads are reduced to bare minimum now, will take effect in couple hours though.

    Unfortunately, Google has stopped giving options to set it to a number, just a slider that shows minimum or maximum so I don’t know how many will be there, but it’s minimum for sure now 😅

  21. Hi Kilroy – I wasn’t entirely clear and would agree with you whole heartedly that our beloved club doesn’t change our general day-to-day lives – only in football terms.

    It’s a good place to draw positivity when we need a pick up, though, or at least it does me. A memory trip to the free kick with one minute left at Anfield where miracle maker Micky Thomas wins us the league. It was a joyous moment that can summon me out of a slipping into a dark mood of depression that can hit me out of nowhere. It mostly pulls me out of an unpleasant deepening funk.

    Or Charlie George’s belter from outside the box to win the FA cup against yet again Liverpool at Wembly. Winterburn’s 30+ yard screamer against the Chavs in the dying minutes. RVP’s volley in mid air from outside the box and Bergkamp’s Newcastle gem +++++++

    I’d often spend a few minutes before a meeting or even during a meeting that was sending me to sleep or I needed an up mood change. For me illustrious moments for my Arsenal’s past I can vividly remember changes my mood, and ergo improves what I am doing at the time. It’s also good to latch onto when my brain is spinning at silly mph faster than other peoples’ brains who don’t have ADHD.

    When I mentioned you being an exception, it’s really me that’s the exception because I do a lot of things arse about face at times that oddly get me results. With me always expect the unexpected becuase often I have no idea what I’m committed to doing, but always find a way often completely unintentionally picking up awards along the way.

    I’m in full agreement that life would be boring if we all felt the same. I can be dogmatic when I know I’m right and the same mistakes keep happening. Arteta and Xhaka are habitual repeat offenders, so I feel I become boring laboring the point. On those two I’ll never waiver that they don’t belong at The Arsenal.

    Simple analogy what would De Zerbi have done with £500+m managing Arsenal compared to what Arteta has done? You never see Brighton crumble a 2-goal lead under De Zerbi, but that’s what experience offers.

    https://www.google.com/searchclient=safari&rls=en&q=brighton+2022%2F2023+season+results&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8#sie=t;/m/0j2pg;2;/m/02_tc;mt;fp;1;;;

    A quick glance through their results is impressive reading for a manager rarely spoken of in the PL prior to coming to BHA whose team plays very attractive football and cost peanuts.

    Arteta’s faults are inherent where he’s too narcissistically myopic to listen to others. Arteta has goo, he has bad, but it’s the ugly that will ultimately be his undoing that and the continual repeating of his mistakes.

    Kilroy, we’re similar as we are with TRVL, KP, Marc and Ambarish to a small varying degree. I appreciate your forward thinking regarding our CL route and group we could end up in and enjoy all your posts.

    I watched the first episode of Ted Lasso and found the humour a bit silly as in the office. I love Only Fools and Horses , Dad’s Army, Allo allo and similar. Comedians my current top favourite is Jim Jeffries and Snoop Dog gets a laugh from me & junior. It’s hard to find a rip roaring funny comedy these days that or I’m getting old.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0n_AmhlcgSM

    Cheers, Kilroy. 🙂

  22. Thanks Ambarish re the adds’ reduction

  23. Aitcho

    Tony, De Zerbi is just flavour of the month. I’d wait a while before jumping on the bandwagon. Much like I did with Arteta.

    It’s not inconceivable for a team he coaches to give up a two goal lead. It’s even happened this season. We need a larger sample before attributing him with magic managerial powers

    https://www.bbc.co.uk/sport/football/63017881

  24. Aitcho not disagreeing with that, but that was De Zebi’s debut game and still managed a 3:3 draw and I think a 2:2 draw later in the season. De Zerbi was doing well with Shakhtar Donetsk before Russia intervened and came to the PL hitting the ground running with a meagre budget.

    Longer models are much preferable for practical business sense. Sometimes in football it’s worth taking a risk on someone whose career has an upward trajectory as De Zerbi’s has. Tony Bloom is a gambler by nature and a feared one at that.

    Arteta was too big a gamble and I wanted Ten Hag. Roll on 4+ years and it’s far from conclusive Arteta is going to take us to the holy land of football trophies. In fact I’ve been advocating the opposite, rightly or wrongly.

    Time will tell, Aitcho, whether De Zerbi hits the high notes as an elite manager. I’d wager he will do just that.

  25. I think the football manager landscape is changing to younger managers as the playing side is putting more trust in young players. Young managers connect to young players better than many of the older Dickensian rule by fear merchants which Arteta is one.

    Kompany just bringing Burnley up is another such manager who will end up with a top 4 PL club – most likely City if they get relegated and Pep doesn’t fancy the Championship physicality.

    Lampard tried, as did Gerard, Mark Hughs and the other Mancunian what’s his face, who lives in a tele tubby style eco house? All failed. Paddy & Henry are still gathering experience although poor Paddy was subject of a knee jerk Jordan, colon unloading decision to fire paddy and get Woy in who looks like death warmed up poor bugger.

    Managerial new blood is as essential as grass roots players rising through the ranks. From a quick Internet glance the average of top league managers is 46. What odds would you give of that average age being under 40 in ten years?

  26. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Tony-after reading your self-reflective post, it’s increasingly apparent why we tend to agree on a variety of matters, as I’ve lived a somewhat similar exsistence, albeit my struggles were predominantly self-inflicted in nature…I first left my parental abode at the age of 14 and in doing so I have experienced more than my fair share of incredible highs and lows, as one might expect…in many ways I was very fortunate in that my family had the means to protect me from my insanely problematic, youthful predilections; not to mention the fact that my country of origin, Canada, had enacted some rather lenient young offender legislative practices in the 70s and early 80s…the only problem with that development was that it made it increasingly difficult for some, like myself, to change their destructive behavioural habits, as there was no real legal impetus to do so…as such, I ventured down some dark and nefarious paths, some of which even my family were unable to guarantee my safety and freedom

    thanks in large part to my early day successes in a variety of sports, eventually I found my way clear of most of my past misdeeds, in sort of a reverse order Breaking Bad manner, but coming out the other side relatively unscathed was certainly never a given…quite the contrary in fact, as many of my former cohorts either passed at a relatively young age or are no longer in control of their respective destinies…on a more positive note, I will say that my tale of two halves life’s journey has afforded me the luxury of easily conversing/hanging with a wide array of characters, as I’m never at a loss for words or stories to tell, which in turn has led to some incredibly cathartic moments and financially beneficial connections…I’m sure we will expound upon our respective trials and tribulations in the future, but until then take care and stay the course

    on a side note, I get Killroy’s point regarding the actual “real life” import of Arsenal, but like yourself I’ve had points in my life when The Arsenal was of paramount importance…in 2001 my world was seemingly imploding, in the spring one of my dearest friends and best man committed suicide, come the summer my Father-in-law, whom I had an incredibly close relationship with, passed, then following 911, I lost my seond child, Gwendolyn, 10 days after her birth…now it certainly wasn’t the only thing that got me over the proverbial grieving hump, but our run to a domestic double, which included a sizeable 7 point advantage over United and a FA Cup over Chelsea, was a real godsend during this most tragic of times…I think it’s the reason why I have such a strong affinity towards Sol Campbell, as I’m sure you remember he arrived on a free from our North London rivals that very season…Cheers

  27. Kroenkephobe

    TRVL
    Hi mate. Very sorry to hear about your daughter. I cannot imagine how awful that must have been.

    You and Tony are both stalwarts on here and I really appreciate reading your contributions.

    Coming onto more temporal issues, I’m grateful for the sense of community on here. Depending upon how the next few weeks pan out, we’ll either be partying like it’s 1999 (thanks Prince) or we’re going to need to offer consoling words to each other over the summer (and possibly for another 19 odd years til the stars realign for us).

    If all is good in N5, I may still be drowning my sorrows if those fucking Bluebirds are relegated.

  28. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Cheers KP-greatly appreciated

    on a more football-related note, I was dissappointed, albeit not surprised, that the potential United Finnish buyer, Thomas Zilliacus, dropped out of contention…his proposed hybrid ownership model, between himself and the fanbase, could have signalled a significant return to something far more commonsensical…of course whenever common sense enters the equation, it’s typically quashed by those who care infinitely more about the bottom-line…it sounds as if he might float a similar proposal to those in charge at Liverpool, but I so wish that sort of organizational model was adopted here in North London, as Wenger always proclaimed that we were a “big” club with a “small” club familial environment, which tragically became a rather disingenuous narrative once we landed in our new home

  29. Killroy-TM

    Just a quick diversion from all things Arsenal to a little play on names from the Rugby World.

    Biden Barrett at number 15 in the All Blacks squad 😆 and he came out with a zinger:
    “Hey New Zealand, if you can’t beat Ireland you ain’t All Blacks”

    https://i.imgur.com/QTUoIDC.jpg

  30. TRVL – Thanks for sharing the uncanny similarities albeit at different periods during our lives. It must have been tough when you felt you didn’t belong during your adolescent days that are so confusing for so many and when parents need to be well read on whatever they are experiencing. Having a natural academic mind must have been confusing knowing more than your parents and acing tests without thinking.

    It’s funny KP and I had our first in depth discussion on LG when I suggested after Guendouzi was in full non -negotiables flow that he has a spectrum issue where filters are missing. KP thought I was Dr Spock giving me both barrels as is expected on LG, so I elaborated about my and Junior’s ADHD, my daughter’s propensity to depression, which Pumpkin, her life cat has sorted out, and my dear wife’s ADHD mix of all sorts. Our’s truly is a mad house. 🙂

    I would suggest or even go as far as to say it stronger that you are most definitely one of the spectrum club members as I call it. Whatever alphabet suit is your domain, and I include KP in this and if his son is still trying to gratingly fuck the TV when the opposition scores, that junior is sitting next to KP on the lexicon of nutters, which I use affectionately as the spectrum.

    There’s a lot more to KP 007 MKII than we know. 🙂

    I thought Almunia had to be a fully paid up member of “you don’t have to be mad to talk to us, but it helps” but I fear it’s the curse of the Guinness club that has taken hold of our resident genius satirist who’s being missed greatly.

    On a more very serious note, no parent should bury their children and that would be enough to put me in a very dark place and to be avoided at all costs until I found a way to deal with such tragic loss. One of my MC friends lost a son in a hit and run in Australia and went on a rampage for about 18 months fighting anyone he could; the bigger the better so he could get hurt more than he felt already.

    I imagine with your boxing and MMA abilities that was an option for you, my friend. Hope I’m wrong on that, but …………….

    I lost my best friend and older father type mentor (32) as I’ve posted before who died in my arms when I was 19. I’m at the age where old friends are dying of old age and I’m fighting the aging process to the extent that I keep as agile as I can; mentally and physically.

    I’ve been looking at properties in France while it’s Thai new year here: Song Kran.

    https://www.google.com/searchq=thailand+songkran&client=safari&rls=en&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&vet=1&fir=6vHzb0L1mkjAIM%252C7_Kr_xMx2KGOnM%252C_%253BOuFpm8N1kWcAaM%252Cpk1XYM6lR4l5AM%252C_%253BkOlCoUBjUVLCeM%252CBpTEH4of4N6pSM%252C_%253BKIB6hbwh35owvM%252CGpP1v3JgCDiUdM%252C_%253Bl1uS6jH7gzi2cM%252CGX68R0TuOd3ZCM%252C_%253BygpIQqIeCLcp4M%252CTMk3m8WkM9eMIM%252C_&usg=AI4_-kQ4_UXxacAdsPGbn7tI5K2V45JZBg&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiUl4vy26j-AhVvxDgGHdz2AWYQ_h16BAhvEAE#imgrc=kOlCoUBjUVLCeM

    Yup it’s water fighting time where even the police get soaked. While the family are competing to find the iciest water chilled by huge chunks of ice and gung ho. It’s the biggest wet T-shirt party in the world for 4 days.

    It’s not my first rodeo so I’m house hunting in a haze of smoke. Found one chateau with 3 gites and a recording studio that was interesting. The more I explore the more I think we could end up with a beautiful property with an income of about 60K euros plus if our daughter opens a French/Thai fusion restaurant.

    Could keep the family in a good lifestyle for the rest of their lives.

    I was thinking with enough accommodation we could all enjoy a summer together with our families in around 5 years from now. Gratis of course.

  31. Kroenkephobe

    Hi Tony
    You’ve got an impressive memory mate. I think with Gunnerdoozy as I still like to call him we were two of his only and staunchest defenders but were coming at that defence in different ways. I think Arsenal have always thrived and won trophies with a pugnacious character in midfield. The rest of LG were happy to toe whichever line Pedro and his weird Uncle Arteta were peddling and at that stage it was simply that Matteo was a hothead and needed to be purged. I gather he’s potentially being sought by Emery for 35 million so you and I seem to have been proven right.

    Glad to report though that Junior no longer tries to fornicate with the Samsung! Although at live games, he still enjoys standing on seats and swallow diving with other kids on the rare occasions Cardiff find the back of the net this season. He’s gone down the practical academic route and is enjoying studying electrical engineering while having a part time job in a twee local pub. Thankfully he’s not massively interested in booze as I used to be before I became a semi-professional boozing diplomat.

    I think there’s one defensive mantra the boys need for West Ham. Watch out for Jarrod Bowen. A fast powerful running right winger. I’d give serious thought to starting KT in order to contain him. Otherwise the hammers are not up to snuff this season.

  32. HI KP
    It was a good way to kick off what has been and continues to be a good friendship and meeting of minds. Good to hear the Samsung is much safer and that junior has gone on to more technical celebrations that require being airborne and kind of caught. He sounds a real character and chip off the not so old block.

    The funniest swallow dive I saw was back in 79 at the Glasgow Apollo with the 14 foot high stage. I was on the desk out front on the 2-tone tour when a skinhead climbed up his mates’ human ladder to get on the stage. Once up next to Suggs he noticed the band’s 120kg solid muscle personal security racing across the stage, so the skin mimicked a swallow dive to his mates below and took off just before the security got to him.

    No idea what his mates were on, but they thought it was funny to do a Moses Red Sea leaving a space for the skin to hit the floor hard spread eagled.

    TRVL you’re smarter than me and could probably work out the velocity the Skin hit the floor, but there was a lot of blood on the stretcher he was carried out on by the paramedics. His face looked liked he’d run into the back of a reversing bus, so I guessed that took a lot of the brunt force trauma.

    It’s only rock & roll but I like it.

  33. Kroenkephobe

    Tony
    Song Kran.. I remember checking into this posh-ish hotel in BKK for work in the early 90s and the staff were throwing buckets of water at me. Terrific fun and much needed because the weather was baking. I seem to remember people putting tiger balm on their faces as well right?

    I know you’ll already have this in mind but if you do go further down the route of eventually buying somewhere in France, supply wildly outstrips demand in the housing market down south so drive a hard bargain.

  34. KP
    It’s mayhem and chaos all rolled into a fun 4 days where around 400 will die from drunken motorbike accidents.

    The tradition is to dab flour on the cheeks and forehead with a little water sprinkled on the head.

    To anyone who has never been, it’s worth the searing heat around 42*C in BKK but feels like 50*C unless wet. Back in the day when I was single me and some mates would fly around the north east finding pick ups full of girls to do battle with then stop to drink together as is the custom.

    I’m beginning to notice the volume of properties for sale and it’s always worth finding out how long a property has been on the market and the real reason they are selling. As a tester, I’ve looked at the £1 million and under with most being around 750,000 to 850,000 Euro as I’ve no idea at this stage how long before Mrs T retires. I’ll look at double and treble that in the future when I have an idea of available funds, as I want to keep the property here after building it over 10 years, it’s perfect for us. It will also give us the potential to take advantage of any tax laws if we are non residents taking it in turns to be back in Thailand.

    As with making the videos, I’m going in blind to begin with and will build a team of experts as and when I need them starting with a good local lawyer.

    It’s an adventure, one I hope will help me live longer and I can’t wait to pick up my French, which is slightly better than Del Boy at the moment. It’ll mean I’ll really have an outside life again though you’ll have to feel sorry for the locals which might take time tom get them adjusted to us raving loonies depending on them singing this:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNGXUNjlWbk

  35. I’ll come to you, KP, for accounting advice when necessary if I can drag your Barca sat arse out of retirement. Payment in bud, bud?

  36. The Real Vieira Lynn

    Tony-as someone who tends to use humour to deflect from the emotionality of a moment, I was able to choose a more pragmatic course of action…this was likewise aided by the fact that I had already experienced two near fatal blood clotting episodes prior to 2001, so the idea of taking my grief out on others with my fists and feet would have been a potentially suicidal option, which seemed nonsensical in light of the fact that I had a 3 year old son at the time…that said, It’s not like it didn’t cross my mind a myriad of times

    for example, a couple months following her passing I was driving home with my son after his first swimming lessons; it was a crisp winter day, but the roads were bare; as I approached a major intersection and prepared to turn right, a person came running across the road in order to beat a soon changing light; as such, I needed to stop rather abruptly in order to avoid disaster; unfortunately, the fucking idiot in the old school steel-bumpered magazine van failed to react in kind and ploughed into the back of my vehicle; I immediately shot out of the driver’s seat like a crazed animal looking to beat the living shit out of whomever was in the offending vehicle, with no regards whatsoever what that might entail; I must have looked the part as this much larger individual was so concerned by my fenzied approach that he immediately sought refuge in the back of his van; I proceeded to smash the glass from panel door, so as to access the interior handle, while simultaneously yelling “don’t you know I have my fucking kid in the fucking back seat you fucking cocksucker”; as those words rolled out of my foaming mouth-hole I started to come to my senses; almost immediately my whole emotional script was flipped and I anxiously proceeded to do what I should have done in the first place, check on the safety of my son, who btw was inifnitely more rattled by my actions than the accident itself

    I learned a valuable lesson that day and I would go so far as to suggest that I was a better parent and person after surviving a potentially life-changing scenario, as I might have put both that man and myself into a critical care ward or worse…if I had survived such a bloodbath, especially considering that I was already bleeding profusely from my wrist and hand following my window smashing escapade, due to my blood thinning complications, I would have likely faced some serious legal consequences…they would have undoubtedly thrown the book at my ass, as this was by no means my first rodeo, which would have left my son without a father during his formative years and greatly increased the likelihood that my second daughter might never have been born…even the thought of this makes me shudder…take care

  37. The Real Vieira Lynn

    frenzied

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